Thursday, January 31, 2008

1-der-ful day

I don't know what else i could have started this post with, seriously. and that makes me think of 1d, lol. 1d'05 hmm, i wonder how teeny i used to be? ;X

its the last day of janurary. how time flies.
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender


[this part wasn't the wonderful part]
I fell asleep while studying yesterday, thus i was in this panicked state the moment i woke up in the morning. I hadn't done much reading before i fell asleep, just so you know. I think it might be adrenaline or something, I actually managed to revise everything in bio in an hour. Or maybe because i'm just energetic. Its a surprising fact, given my slow rate or doing things normally -.-

Studied chem in school and on the way to school [btw the taxi fare from tampines mall to ahs was like a freaking 8 bucks] yadda, yadda. Didn't pay much attention during other lessons and I had siyun revise chem with me? Kaiying im' sorry i made you bored D:


I conclude i'm such a lifeless freak D:
that's the result of uhh, slacking in the evening, thinking you can stay up at night and complete your revision, and then fall asleep after reading a sentence which would result in you having to study and study and study after you wake up in the morning.
[/this part wasnt the wonderful part]


AND YES, bowling peopleeee there's going to be breakfast NEXTNEXT THURSDAY!
-slaps ANNA LIM up down left right centre front back 100000 times and then winks at her ;D-



here's the wonderful part! I don't think i'll fail chem! [i think] and i'm certain i won't fail bio!
that seriously put me in a good mood because i was worrying about what i should do with myself if i don't fulfil the requirements to go to olomouc D:

having the last four periods being filled with tests is abit unbeatable. Two sciences together = double kill. The day ended just like that.




here's the more wonderful part! I FINALLY had the time to have lunch with my friends ;D walked down with siyun and kaiying, met ashley for lunch at eastpoint. SRSLY ashley, take care of your body la please -.- (smacks you too) we talked about alot of random things we grabbed from the air, but mostly about things revolving around SL o.O

[i'm sorry i don't have time to blog about the DAMNFUNNY convos, its 1:30 am here btw]



here's the even MORE wonderful part! I WENT SHOPPING FOR 4+ HOURS TODAY :D

walked around TM and century with my mom and bought a pair of shorts and 3 tshirts from IPZONE, a sleeveless top from isetan, two ripples flipflops and two pairs of pumps from mondo :D

topped with PEPPER LUNCH. 5 bucks for the delicious rice is so worth it, i'll consider eating it everday!


I also found 3 pretty dresses, i'm going to buy one of them soon, I'm still trying hard to find a schoolbag, and i need a skirt and that's it. Sounded pretty damned materialistic but omg which girl doesn't like shopping HUH, HUH, HUH?

4+ hours of shopping resulted in me being like -duh- so tired now D: i still have to complete my SS after this, so i won't blog anymore.




THIS IS SUCH A TOTALLY BORING BLOGPOST CONSIDERING HOW FANTASTIC MY DAD HAD BEEN D:


especially for
annia: cheerup darling :D
ashley: GETWELL SOON AND STOP EATING ALL THOSE STUPID FOOD D:



TAGREPLIES
30jan
ashley: HELLO! in comlab agn. LOL DANCE LATER blahhhh btw e costume is fugly ! GO FOR LUNCH SOMEDAY OKKK! :D
{HAHA HELLO :D lollll i know i heard that its fuglyyyy haha WE HAD LUNCH TODAY YAY! ^_^}

31jan
kaiying: puma is the name of a wild cat! and lol p and vp came to my class too!
{HAHA ohyah! how about adidas! LOL the goddess of victory hmm, and rarr they LOVE our classes D:}

anon
: i HATE NIKE, now thats a clue
{OMG SRSLY? and this is your 25th tag here nice anon. and you haven't told me if you've watched sorakara -.- WHY DO YOU HATE NIKE lol. its not my favourite brand either hahaha}

isabel
: haha even i have gone out shopping too! XD my mum dragged me (practically) into a clothes shop to have me buy sth for myself for cny..
isabel
: orh.. now i know ashley blogs on emma's blog during com lab orh hor.. XD
{LOL WHY DRAG D: shopping is damn fun rarrr, and hahahaha ashley always does that yo :D}



MOVIMENTUM

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Nike is the greek goddess of victory

you never knew that right? i wonder what adidas or puma mean hmm. or maybe they just don't mean anything -__-


there's some people playing fighter's club so i just joined some group with a retarded name [trust me you wouldn't want to know]. Personally, cyber violence don't seem to appeal to me. at least not fighting with a click of a button. I'd rather play some shooting games 8)


I wasted half an hour of my life playing hangman on facebook [that's the only think i ever do there, i've given up uploading pictures and writing stuff on these networking sites. I'll only use them occasionally, when i'm bored that is], at least it helps in english i guess.

plutonic [a type of stone]
raita [a type of indian spice]
domatophobia [phobia of being in a house]
chicory [a type of flower used as herbs]
hadrosaurus [dinosaur]
burmese [a dog breed]



LOL, okay that's half an hour wasted. Chem is surprisingly boring. sorry, i meant it was always boring. Bio, on the other hand, is a zillion times more interesting :D

our beloved v and vp came into our classroom today and gave us some weird speech. and she HAD to comment on something bad. no wonder she's so skinny, she's getting angry and worried over the most stupid things. let me reiterate my point. long hair that touches the collar nor sideburns affect our studies. SERIOUSLY.


What's more, they're practising PROPAGANDA. mr hassan suddenly came in during english lesson to pin up two BIG pieces of photocopied articles, saying how the top students managed to ace their o's even though they're poor or whatever.



i'm abit tired of ranting on and on about the school ~.~


i shall study chem and bio x.x


beware: there's a hyperventilating piece of tracing paper named tracyku and she's out to kill me *dies*


Tuesday, January 29, 2008

here's a post for the sake of updating so that i can say "i posted everysingleday in january!"

and that wouldn't happen in january i think. probably, maybe, i'll see :D

28jan
anqi: hella mama!
{hello LOOLOOLOOqiqi :D}

GB
: hahas cheerup =D. You should somehow spoil u'r comp for a week and get it fixed without any trouble or cost after that xD
{I SHOULD LEARN SELF CONTROL :D better yo hahahaha}


29jan
ALICIA
: AWWW EMMA STOP STRESSING! IT'S BAD FOR HEALTH! HERES A BIG HUG FOR YOU!
ALICIA
: AND I ABSOLUTELY ADORE THE SOUP SPOON TOO! WE SHOULD GO TGT ONE DAY!
{OKAY I'LL TRY NOT TO :D BIG HUG FOR YOU TOO ALICIA! -hearts- OKAY LETS GO FOR SOUP SPOON TGT ONE DAY AND DRINK TILL WE GET BLOATEDDDD :D}

Monday, January 28, 2008

When I can't concentrate on my work, I turn to blogging.


This really means something, since you see something here everyday without fail.
Everywhere I go, its about o'levels. Every corner I turn to, there's people saying "you have to study! the o'levels are coming!"


I'm actually not tired of listening to them. i REALLY need somebody beside me droning on about the o'levels the whole day. Teachers will never fail to give us speeches on how we should buck up, so i'll come home feeling all motivated, dreaming of myself getting 7A1s, hugging my friends, ecstatic tears rolling down my cheeks. I dream of something like that everyday.

They ask you to set your goals high up. I did, but I don't think it'll ever happen given my current rate of studying.


Many people tell me "You seriously can really get into VJC, you'll just have to spend much less time on the computer". I'll nod my head in agreement, "yeah, I think i should really stop my addiction before it gets too late".....


But the moment I reach home, I'll switch this damned thing on, giving the excuse "oh, i HAVE to listen to music". Seconds later, I'll find my fingers clicking and typing away, the hours passing by so quickly, and it'll be midnight in no time. Then i start panicking. MY HOMEWORK IS UNDONE! what do i do?

I'd drink a cup of tea, do some work till its 1:30 am, and just convince myself "its okay, ms/mr xxx won't scold me for not doing my work"

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ms xxx will come in with a bright smile on her face, "my dear students, lets go through the homework i've given you last week!"

I'll look down at my blank sheet of paper in guilt, trying my best to hide it from her. All of us stare at her blankly.

there's disappointment etched all over her face.

I tell myself, for the sake of my teacher and myself, I'll try my best to do my chemistry.





But here I am, again.

Sunday, January 27, 2008

coming up soon this week...the mystery of anon revealed! (or so i think)


SOMEBODY BRING ME OUT ON A SHOPPING TRIP!

out of 10 blogs i read, 9 of them tells their readers
"since i had nothing better to do at home, i decided to follow my mom/sister for cny shopping"
OR
"YAY MY MOM DECIDED TO BRING ME FOR CNY SHOPPING" or
"i was forced by my mom to do some cny shopping with her" or
"cny is coming, i've bought loads of stuff today ^_^"



that makes me want to shop till i drop too ~.~
I want a new dress, new tshirts, new flats/flipflops/sportsshoes, NEW SCHOOL BAG and the rest..i'll buy them if they're nice ^_^ (add in skirts, shorts, cardigan/jacket, totebags)

i've realised that's alot @.@ don't think they'll ever be fully fulfilled haha D: the only one i NEED ALOT is a new school bag, so yeah. the rest are wants LOL. *refers to home econs TB*



PuaXinEr if you read this, i might be free on thursday this week! Taka Art friend yo~



2d'06­­ ­ ­ EMMAANNAEMMA! ANNAEMMAANNA! (: colours changing hue
2d'06 KAIYING♥1348!
[yellow's me, pink's kaiying]

i've bought your prune sweets haa

its miniprunes! :D
its mini tiny prunes! :D
mini tiny petite prunes! :D
mini tiny petite dainty prunes! :D
mini tiny petite dainty minute prunes! :D
mini tiny petite dainty minute little prunes! :D
mini tiny petite dainty minute little teeny-weeny prunes! :D

mini tiny petite dainty minute little teeny-weeny wee prunes! :D

mini tiny petite dainty minute little teeny-weeny wee itsy-bitsy prunes! :D
mini tiny petite dainty minute little teeny-weeny wee itsy-bitsy microscopic prunes! :D
mini tiny petite dainty minute little teeny-weeny wee itsy-bitsy microscopic dwarf-ish prunes! :D
mini tiny petite dainty minute little teeny-weeny wee itsy-bitsy microscopic dwarf-ish diminutive prunes! :D


LOLOLL!




I love eating at the soup spoon :D *collects 12 stamps and then waits patiently for grande soup*

I love eating Otah too! I also love sweets!

I have come to a conclusion that i love eating. At least I'm starting to grow more meat now ^.^



I'm off to do my bio!

Mon-Choir
Tue-Amaths remedial
Wed-
Thu-
Fri-Choir
Sat-Choir, Tuition
Sun-Tuition, Art Class


I THINK i'm free on wed and thurs so far unless something pops up suddenly :D


26jan the rest in previous post
Jac: Cultural night? When is it? Mummy didn't tell me about it. Oh my gosh! You got see my blog's wishing well? I also wanted to take up harp lessons! Haha! :biggrin: I found out about Raveharper in S'pore
Jac: Check out on their website if you can. ;P
{YUP i've checked it out! :D makes me feel like learning omg so are you going to learn it! :D hahaha LET'S LEARN IT SOON! :D:D:D:D:D}

25jan
isabel
: hey dear no more emo **** from you you have great friends who will stand with you all the way! congrats for ur A1 (and mine too! :DDD)
isabel
: rahh the most ap girl went to alto 2.. blehx **** and all.. but we will do our best! and pin hao is in alto!!!
isabel
: eh you sop bimbos stop scaring the **** outta ur poor boys they look like they have just been passed a death sentence.
isabel
: altos are not allowed to pinch any boy's cheeks or have any of the senoirs keep saying they're cute or they'll just end up like a poor tortured soul or spoiled brats.
isabel
: haha anw sat's prac was fun! i love ahs choir! :)
{haha okay thankyou :D tell me you're one of them! ^_^ YUP congrats to both of us, and yeah i pity you seriously. pin hao is cute haha! :D bryan is cute! zhensheng too! zefeng too! *lists out ALOT of names* haha bimbo your HEAD! i'm so going to ruffle their hair xD THEY'RE SO DUPER WUPER CUTEEEEEEEE. and sigh but they're REALLY SO SO SO SO SO CUTE ESPECIALLY THE SMALLBOYBOYS ): yup I LOVE AHS CHOIR! :DDDDD}

RACHEL(:
: helllllllllooooooooooooooooooo emma
{hellllllllllllooooooooooooooooooooooooo RACHEL! :D}

Saturday, January 26, 2008

EMMA'S PLANS FOR THE FUTURE
[not in order of importance]

1) Get into VJC arts stream [i've wanted to go there since p5 since my brother went there too :D]

2) Get into NUS [i haven't decided what course]

3) Get married to a guy >170cm (that i love alot) and start a happy family [1 older boy, 1 younger girl], be a great mom and wife!

4) Open an arts and music studio with my mummy, i'll teach in my free time [my daddy shall build the studio, my mummy shall teach art, my daddy shall teach calligraphy and i'll have a nice piano there to teach music and art too]

5) Collaborate with some friends and open a company of some sort [so far: medicine manufacturing with brother and friends, company which produces movies with kaiying, and a bakery with riane (i'm not sure if she agreed)]

6) Be a free lance designer [i haven't decided what i should design] so i can stay at home to take care of my kids while working :D

7) Get a degree in music and teach the piano when i quit my job as a free lance designer [tentative]

8) Play a duet with somebody :D [its coming true cause annia and i are trying!]

9) LEARN THE HARP

10) LEARN THE VIOLIN [this comes before the harp!]

11) Have grandchildren :D

12) Travel around the world with my close friends every once in a while






since i don't have much updates, here's something interesting :D

THE SEC ONES ARE SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO CUTE!

SO MANY OF THEM WENT TO SOP YAY! THE SUPER UBER CUTE BOY and omg i think bryan is in sop two too! :D I think bryan is uber cute haha ^.^

mr toh is impressed with our dance yay! I'm feeling happy! :D



25jan rest in previous post
GB: Gratz on u'r A1! this yr taking japanese Olevels. Hoping for the best xD
{Thankyou :D haha goodluck to you aye! :D}


26jan
Jac: Thanks Emma! Aw man, I miss Hamice already... Still no photos of her ar? Hehe! Mayo's birthday? I haven't check yet, probably around in the month of September. Hehe!
Jac: Your tag reply in my blog's tagboard. Haha! It is going to disappear already, so just in case you didn't see it, it is just below here.. Hahaha!!!
Jac: Your paper wallet is damn creative and cute~ Hehe!
{are you coming to my house for cultural nite haha :D i have a few blurred photos, its so difficult to take a nice picture ~.~ LOL okay i've seen it :D and haha thankyou its just abit messy though D:}

gtgw
: hi emmmmma! lol lame
{lol hello}

Friday, January 25, 2008

I don't really know what I should talk about today, I'm not in a mood to write ;D

I had a "headache attack" during choir, so I ended up sitting down for the second half of sectionals o.O Or sleeping, rather. Thanks for those who asked if I'm okay anyway, and peixuan for helping me knock my head HAHA.

My spectacles are irritating me to no end. The piece of plastic supposed to lie on your nose is pressing against my nose so hard that its making it all red. Since dancing to HSM nor singing nor sleeping requires much vision of clear view, taking it off seemed logical. and so i did. That turned me into some blind bat for hours, but at least i don't have to go through the torture of my irritating spectacles. rarhh.

It'll be boring to hear me say "DANCING WAS FANTABULOUSLY FUN" after every session, so I guess i'll stop saying that D: but it WAS fun! :D going home with alot of people's fun too, drinking bubble tea is fun, going home with somebody staying near you -looks at LOOanqi- is fun.


I LOVE CHOIR. i really love choir. When I was in Sec one, i envied the seniors, for they were able to step down in April. But now, I think i'm going to miss choir s0 much, i wouldn't want to leave it even if my o'levels are nearing. Four years in the CCA made me love it, and i've never regretted joining AHS Choir! I may not be one of the best members, but i really do try to sing. AHSCHOIR you're the best, so lets DO OUR BEST IN OUR UPCOMING CONCERT AND OLOMOUC TRIP! i should be going :D



Some pictures:

FELICIA BERRYCIA'S CHIPMUNK AND MY PILE OF SHIT :D
two super duper cute creatures omg ~


"The fantastic paper wallet that takes your 3 bucks away~"
The duty of the english rep, to collect money for eng TYS and put them in a DIY paper pouch :D


"The wonderful coin-compartment :D" and
"The fabulous note-compartment ^_~"

in some kind of messy handwriting that sucks to the core o.O



kinda obvious, i've spammed 1 hour of GUITAR HERO after dinner since it was a friday :D


my gayest streak of 305 so far, i'll try beating that.



you've got to know i just started so i'm dammit lousy at guitar hero? but its also dammit fun too!
Jacqueline you'll get your hamice photos soon :D


oh yeah, KAIKAI DREAMT OF HAMICE! :D
I added THREE SPOONFULS OF CHILLI IN MY FOOD TODAY,
ANNIA AND I LOVE PRATAS WITH SUGAR!
I'm looking forward to seeing the secones,
GRAPE SWEETS ARE ADDICTIVE,
MATHS LESSONS ARE BORING,
.
.
I really don't know what to blog about -.-


25jan
Jac: First of all, congrats on your fabulous Chinese O Level result! :biggrin: I am sure you will do very well for your other subjects too. :lol: Yep, your quote kinda reminds me of this quote I put in my
Jac: blog. "Never explain yourself to any one because the person who likes you doesn't need it and the person who dislike you won't believe it..." :)
Jac: Anyway, jia you Emma! Where is Hamice photos?!? :nuts:
{THANKYOU JACQUELINE :D what a meaningful quote ;D thankyou, same to you and AHH i'll really post them soon, like this week or something! :D}

anon
: ahahah open to interpretations. well done for your results (:
{anon just quick give me more obvious clues! D: like, school and gender and age LOLL. thankyou though :D how's yours? [assuming you take hcl}

xitheng
: hey. :D haha. i'm here lehhs. =p
{HAHA hey! :D xithennggg seeyou on monday okay! JIAYOOUUUU}

anqi
: eh hella hella! 10 cups of milo freeze! ((:
{HAHAH hella hella, we had a helluva time! :D okay set, 10 cups of milo freeze to bo drank TILL YOU GET BLOATED AND DIE D: "girls die from having too much milo freeze on birthday' headlines}

Thursday, January 24, 2008

24th January 2008 shall be that fresh start for me.

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Last year, I've disappointed everyone terribly, especially myself. My maths, my chemistry, and even history. my tears have all dried up as I faced more and more examination scripts with red ink scribbled all over it, its like a feeling of numbness; I didn't feel such a great wave of disappointment anymore, even if my Amaths paper clearly states: F9.

There had been a point in time where i've completely given up on my maths, even now I'm not sure if i'll be able to pass. But at least, I'm willing to try. I'm willing to work on my fresh start and prove to everyone out there i can actually do those sums. It'll come with loads and loads of hardwork, but I'm determined to try, even if it'll just be a mere pass. I have the drive to study harder from today onwards. I'll sleep early and I'll spend less time on the computer. They're my biggest obstacles now, and I'll try to overcome them, slowly. If I can.

I'll spend much more time on my work, especially amaths, emaths and chemistry. There's a chemistry test coming up on monday, I really hope I won't disappoint Ms Tay. Everytime she comes into class smiling at me saying, "Emma, I think you can do it. Just don't be nervous during the exams", I'd want to do my best for her, but i just can't. I don't know where to start. This time, i'll start early, I'll start today.
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The only thing i did yesterday was to collapse on my bed the moment i returned home from lunch with annia. My head hurt like shit yesterday, no joke. It felt as if somebody's forcing a tiny iron ring over my head and tightening it gradually. I wanted to vomit, but i couldn't. That was the most horrible night ever, all i ever felt was pain; I even dreamt of my pain.

The next thing I knew, it was of my mum calling for me to wake up. 5:30am. I groggily answered her "I thought i told you I wasn't going to school? Or is it friday today?" Took me long enough to snap back to my senses and realise I actually had been dreaming of myself skipping school [because i haven't learnt for my matrix test, and I haven't bathed yet]

I apologize to anyone i've ignored on msn, since i left my status as "online" [or "away"] while I went to rest. That was record time in these two years: 11 hours of sleep.




So, I quickly bathed and studied my matrices in an hour before I had to wait for terie below. [I haven't really thanked terie and her mom/dad for sending me to school every single day. I'm truthfully grateful!]

Common test wasn't all that great since I did not have sufficient time to complete the essay, leaving it greatly unbalanced. But since the song says "what will be, will be", I'll just leave it be. It wouldn't be great, I'll be disappointed, but I'll get over it. [wahlau i can't stand my philosophical self today]





Same goes to my dearest friends who didn't get what you expected for your Chinese O'levels. Its seriously not the end. Maybe the only reason why you didn't do well was because you wrote slightly out of point for zuowen? That doesn't mean you're bad in chinese, because these mistakes can be made even in the best students. What's most important now is to get over it, face the pressure from your teachers and parents with confidence, show them you can definitely make an effort to improve. I'm sure you can make it if you put in extra extra effort, besides, there are still other subjects!


To those who are satisfied with themselves but changed your mind later just because others scored higher than you, why dampen your mood this way? If you're happy with it, then you should be! Why let the environment affect your mood? If you feel your parents or teachers wouldn't be happy, think about this: Its your own life, you shouldn't let what other think ruin your confidence. Do your best for yourself, just keep trying. Keep trying, and trying. You'll never disappoint yourself since you've already done your best. its your expectations, not others.


[it so contradicts myself though D:]

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As for myself, I'm very happy since I was afraid i'll get an A2. I screwed my orals damn badly, my compo didn't have that perfect ending i wanted since I was short of time. If you were in school, you'd know i was VERY HAPPY, since i was hopping around, hugging people and even crying tears of joy.

Before that, I said I'd cry the shit out of myself if i got an A2, but part of me says "I'm prepared for the worst". I appeared calm even before i collected my results, but deep inside me, my heart is thumping, thumping, thumping. I'd really not know how i should react if i didn't get the result i wanted. But don't get sad if you didn't, because it'll be the other way round when you all get your maths results, when i'll jump around even if i just passed. Life i'd get A1 for amaths...

Wait, i'm still VERY VERY HAPPY about my A1, therefore I feel I should make this a start for myself.
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The secondary fours [now jc] did extremely well too, CONGRATULATIONS! Making us stay in the hall to watch the release of results really helps, it makes me MOTIVATED TO STUDY.

I'd start dreaming of 7A1s, force myself to attempt to achieve that and make myself NEVER regret what I did when I was 16. I've had that terrible feeling of regret and I don't want history to repeat itself; EMMA WILL TRY HER BEST!





And as I said, today's a wonderful day, so Kaiying, Annia and I went to Pizza hut to celebrate. Annia went to collect her scores and violin from her house, so kaiying and I ordered the food so we could save time while waiting for her. While we were waiting, we made a new friend! She's called IMI! :D



now, say CHEERS to IMI! :D


IMI IS OUR GOOD FRIEND! :D kaikai, lets meet imi for lunch again someday HAHAHAHA!

BTW, YOU CAN'T SEE IMI, BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT IMI'S FRIEND :D ONLY WE CAN SEE IMI! omg, you mean you can't see a person over there? hahhahah

Kaiying had Cheesy Shrooms Pasta, I had Chicken Royale Pasta and Annia had Beef Bolognaise! We talked about the most random stuff under the stars, and after that annia went to my house :D




WE PLAYED A DUET! its my first time playing that piece so it took me quite long to be able to catch up with her D: nonetheless it was FUN doing that, and it sounded quite nice in the end :D ANNIA LETS PRACTISE OUR PARTS AND DO THAT AGAIN SOON! :D i might post a vid of that someday, i'll see.

anyway, -shakes annia's hand- its nice working with you, that was one of the most enjoyable parts of the day! :D Its really very very very fun, right! ^^


DON'T WE FEEL SO ACCOMPLISHED! i don't think i can ever describe everything in such small paragraphs, but i've truly enjoyed it :D




Btw, mdm sim is quite cute actually ;D she spent a whole lesson telling us her life story and how her name "sim ah lian" came about, how she was from the adventure club in sec school and so on. HAHA :D




Some overdue photos:


the first thing annia and I did were to take pics of them. Edmund's stuff being hung all over the place @.@ ROFL.



what i do with my sweets part 1


what i do with my sweets part 2


Christina's BIG squishy shit and my small hard shit :D
I love the expressions on both pieces of SHIT hahahaha.


i've completed the 'CLASS RULES' POSTER! as you can see, mr poh only has three strands of hair LOLLLL.


Our magnificent clock tower from the library's view.


the comm enjoying pizza during sec one orientation party!


[INSERT EMOSHIT]
i don't know what I should feel right now. I feel extremely happy, yet I'm feeling confused. I've been pondering about what i've become right now, I've changed alot. alot.

I don't know if i should say "I hate myself", because a part of me says I definitely do, but another part of me says 'you shouldn't'! But everytime I come home and the many conversations from the day would just appear before me, I really feel like I hate myself. I'll always regret what I said earlier in the day, wondering if the other person is feeling hurt, angry, pissed, or just hate me. I really don't know. From today on, i'll try my best to make others around me happy, I'll keep any form of insults to whoever, I'll consider their feelings.
[/INSERT EMOSHIT]



people who care wont mind
and people who mind dont care


makes sense though haha! :D


and yay thanks eliz i'll try my best for MYE so i can go to olomouc! :D

TAG REPLIES! :D
22jan
anon: aha yup (: but its okay la i will find other ways to know haha
{HAHAH is that a clue? like, you're from ahs hmm! :D}

nia
: you're seriously pro to post everyday!!! :D:D:D
{LOLL its a result of too much things to say and boredom too! :D}

GB
: I take up u'r challenge! hahas My house here haf TBM digging MRT track. Very noisy at night. (last time)
{HAHA TELL ME WHEN YOU'RE GOING TO DO IT! xD hahaha, really seh, i fell asleep almost immediately -.-}


23jan
ngik hiong: did u finish ur bear's paw when u handed it in?
{HAHAH nope D: left last two blank OMG}

kaiying
: hello emma!
{HELLO PANGSAI SISTER}

ashley
: i have tiger bones left uneaten too :X now he add sharkfin. wanna go on diet le luh! and i prefer SUBWAY :D
{HAHA i don't have tiger bones, i have BAK GUA! xD lolll, i wanna go on diet too man LOL. MOS is not bad also right! :D}


24jan
anqi: ayes jiayous on sleeping more! we all need tht haha (X
{HAHAHA OKAYOKAY! i've slept 11 hours yesterdayyy! :D}

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

-thud thud thud-

there are some workers banging on god knows what below my block, tock, tock, tock. multiply that sound by 100 in the same rhythm, and I'll treat you to lunch if you don't fall asleep. Who's up to the challenge!


2.5 hours of maths in a day makes you regret about attending school. Chinese test wasn't easy, for i never expected the format of the chengyu to be in the form of an entire cloze passage. You know what, my brain is too lazy to even think about what to write. 2 hours of sleep makes emma an extremely dull girl.

Bytheway, Chinese olevel results are to be released n thursday. I'm lazy to even post pictures
its 3am, and i'm still awake.

after drinking 5 cups of tea, i don't think i can fall back to sleep anytime sooner. My eyes feel like they're burning [in hell ~.~] and i think i'm gay.

I'll have to continue learning my chengyu, and my amaths bear's paw is still uneaten.

-pours 5 more cups of tea down my empty stomach next morning-


You get my routine D: -sleep late, wake up late, drink tea, go to school and come home as a dead person, drink my tea, do more work, slack abit, sleep late, wake up late...-


you get the idea. i'm off~

Monday, January 21, 2008

i'm so tired, i can drink a thousand cups of tea just to keep myself awake.

i'm so busy, i can start convincing myself that i'm going to die soon.

i'm so loaded with work, i can start planning about what i'm going to do at 4 am today.



i have to study for a chengyu test tomorrow, i don't even know what words they have in there.
i have to finish my amaths work, but i'm convinced that i won't know the answers for half of them.
i have to finish my zuoye, and my brain tells me i'll fall asleep while doing it.
i have to finish my history workbook, but i feel too lethargic to do it.
i have to complete my biology tenyearseries, but there's too many questions, and i don't have the time.
i have to do some pages on my socialstudies wb, but i don't have it at home.
i have to work on the amaths sums i'm given as tuition work.
i have to do chemistry corrections by copying 4 formulas 20 times [i think], i'm lazy to do it.



these are what i have to complete by tomorrow, but of course i'm going to have to ignore some work, probably history, biology, social studies and my tution work. I'll complete them if i have the time, which is highly impossible.


yay i just deleted a whole paragraph of stuff :D




On a brighter note, Choir welcome party went on smoothly, and i think my sec one group members are absolutely adorable. Bryan, zefeng, denise and charis.

We played some games, group2 woohooo! Emma cassandra shijia jolin peixuan yufan yingting bryan zefeng denise charis wooohoo!

the dirty games weren't dirty, and since i didn't bring dark coloured clothes, i only got my shoes wet. Pizza was great, and i think bryan's already afraid of me. He reminds me of my cousin back in hongkong, so cute and cuddly. So, i ruffled his hair and he immediately shifted away from me D:




I don't have the time to blog, i'll upload the pictures tomorrow i think, bye.
there's quite alot of interesting events today, but as i said, i don't have time.


20thjan (the rest on previous post)
isabel: dancing for hsm really rocks! lets do it again!! XD
isabel
: oohh i couldnt look enough.. the artist is damn amazing..
isabel
: i thought it was just a blacka nd white photo of the original.. *gasps* *still gasping*
{rocks right ;D WE JUST DID :D and yes she's A-M-A-Z-I-N-G! she's my idol :D}

anon
: damn it.
{LOL damn it for what? damn it, i don't know what other stuff they said?}

ashley
: HELLO EMMA! im currently chiongin e stupid si han sl makes me to or else she will ask me why i wanna challeng her im super sianzxzx and my compo is going no whr oh e pics are super nice!
{HELLO ASHLEY! haha, goodluck aye, compos are boring shitzxzxzxz. i'm so sian now too, yeah they're SUPER DUPER WUPER NICE :D}

21jan
wanzhen
: hello! IM OLD:( haha takecare!
{hello! YOU'RE VERY OLD! :D but you can watch NC16 movies already! takecare too!}

Sunday, January 20, 2008

For the first time in history, i spent my entire sunday at home.

I traded the time i normally used in art class for extra time to do my work, and i'm glad maths tuition was postponed too.

Sad to say, it wasn't fully productive, but at least i managed to do some work. It'll be utterly boring to tell you about my studying pattern and so on, so here's something interesting for you:


the most amazing deviantart artists:

http://snow-owl.deviantart.com/
her pencil sketches are the most wonderful things you'll ever see. they look like real black and white photographs, no kidding.

http://anthonyasael.deviantart.com/
great photographies of children etc, it really shows their emotions and such~

http://werol.deviantart.com/

fantastic shots of the nature, he's able to capture the lightings very well. Plus he's got a good camera :D


there's still many other inspiring works from deviantart, do check it out!



top: original photography by anthonyasael
bottom: pencil sketch by snow-owl.



i'll leave you time to gape and gawk at it in wonder.


20jan the single lone reply
anon: ya the same one.. haha aww you love me heh. erm you said there was a meeting with the councillors right? what was said in the meeting
anon
: haha yes we shall... i pity them.. all their efforts wasted
{uhm, there's loads of stuff said, those are the ones that i currently know of since i haven't been asking around much ~.~ yeah i wonder when it'll be executed :X}

Saturday, January 19, 2008



Finally, my blog sees sunshine. For the time being at least.

I was supposed to meet chuinchi/bella/leongyingriane for breakfast at macs at 7:05, but my mom forgot to wake me up so i didn't go D: Found out riane and leongying didn't go either, but i'm really sorry for not calling you all that i'm not going cause i don't have chuinchi's number D:

So i went to school with Riane and we were late again -.- and got fined lol. CHOIR WAS SUPER FUN, because we learnt the choreography for HSM. Its been ages since i've danced, so I found it pretty...refreshing? Ain't really the right word though =/ anyway I JUST LOVED IT. pam we should dance before the start of every sectional right! :D


[IF YOU WANT TO WATCH THE MUSICAL/CHOIR CONCERT, buy tickets from me okay HAHAHA!

its on the 5th april, and its a saturday! Its to be held at Singapore Conference Hall, Please come because we'll be singing loads of nice songs plus highschoolmusical! If you don't enjoy hsm, at least just enjoy seeing elissa/chia/limying/kayat on stage playing the mainroles;D]



advertising's over hahah, everybody was so hyped up during choir, it makes me want to come for practices everyday~ :D Its the sense of satisfaction you get when you're able to learn the steps ^^ We're all in this together.....

I don't think any amount of word or description would be able to describe how happy we were back there, so i'll leave it at "tremendously fun"



Riane and I found a source of entertainment. -looks at kaikai-
HAHA, and we saw a person in school today! :D
i'm rather amused at it, so don't be angry kaikai, we're just having fun so you can laugh with us too :D -shows kaikai the videos on monday-



yeahman, Riane and I took VIDEOS on our way home. I'll post the video up soon, if i manage to censor off some portions of it. Inspiration from The MOCCA ad, "i'm selling my home!"

I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING AT THE VIDEOS HAHAHAH! xD
"I'm sixteen, and i want *hinthint*"


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Right, and i had my LAST piano lesson today. I miss my teacher, because i've been learning from her for 9 years already. I feel sad, I miss having lessons every saturday, and I miss her. I really can't describe how i'm feeling right not. Its comforting to know that i'll be playing the piano often on my own, but having no lessons makes me feel at loss.

By the time i try taking dip in JC, i'll be under a different teacher, which i don't know who she/he would be. My teacher has seen me growing up as a child in k2 to what I am right now, and I owe her alot for making me love music so much ;D so, THANKYOU.
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TLL at paris is cool :D




YUMI AND EMMA! [mimi and mama LOL]

we got the director's room today, so its ultra big, like some lecture hall :D too bad i couldn't take nice pics, everybody would think i'm crazy...




I'll miss my TLL class alot too, i'll be leaving at the end of february, as i have to prepare for o'levels, and i can't afford to spend 5 hours on tuition including transport anymore. Especially to Yumi, Siyun, Sharlyn and Dewei. [tracy you too!] Its been great knowing you guys.

Wait, i should be writing this speech a month later HAHAHAHA.




I'll end here, thankyou so much for your valued responses my dearest taggers, its great to hear that my opinions are being doubly agreed upon :D especially for the sudden increase in tags today :D


TAGREPLIES! :D
19jan
nia
: cheers! XDXD
{CHEERS TO YOU MY DEAREST NIA! :DDDDDDDDD}

Jiaye :]
: PIERRE CARDIN
{AHH CHUAJIAYE YOU TRIUMPH HAHAHA. fine i'll say pierre cardin is a cool brand oO}

RACHEL(:: HELLO EMMA:DDDDDD
{HELLOOOO RACHELL! :DDDDDDDDD seeyou aye!!}

GB
: hahas. nice teacher. my chinese tchr rocks too xD. hes permanant. and hes really sarcarstic xDD
{HAHAH nice my FOOOTTTT. my chinese teacher REALLYROCKS. i'm not being sarcastic, i really like my chi teacher :D}

anon
: so ridiculous.. i pity the pub and functions people. imagine them who used to pride themselves calling pubbers and now discipliner ?! what was msg with the councillors any idea?
{seriously anon, i love you manzxzxz. are you the same anon as before o.O the school is stupid, i really pity the councillors. WE SHALL BE NICE TO THEM OKAY :D "what was msg with the councillors any idea" meaning? sorry :X}

Siyun: Yo supz, haha I'm from TLL. EEE seems like your school system is incorrigible, so pungsai! Man. Prolly a petition to the MOE would do some good?
{yo supz! you feeling better? :D IT IS INCORRIGIBLE! pungsai like shit, i really hope there'll be a new vp and p and dm soon. Hmm, writing a petition would give our school a worse reputation though D:}

pamela
: HELLO EMMAAAAAA :D
{HELLO PAMELALALALA! I LOVED CHOIR TODAY! LETS DANCE BEFORE SECTIONALS EVERYWEEKKKK! :DDDDD}

18jan the rest are on the previous post

isabel: haha if you keep on going with that fries thingy you're going to become fat XD
isabel
: omg! a fat emma! i can hardly imagine *smirks*
{the day i become fat would be the day where i love maths...well but i'll take your advice and eat less fries hah}

Friday, January 18, 2008

since i've typed such a lengthy and agitated post [but definitely true] about my despicable school yesterday, i guess i'll take a break today. Please don't be mistaken, my love for the school shall remain at such, where its magnitude stands at zero. or maybe ten, because i like the students and most of the teachers. most.


MdmSim [the big sim] basically spent the whole period of geography with 4F and 4L, taking in our opinions about the compulsory purchasing of the calendar and other issues like our pitiful handbook. Mdm Sim's efforts are greatly appreciated, but as an educator she has to give us alternate opinions about certain issues, so we are still not convinced. Our opinions greatly differ. We don't get it. I'll save the angered thoughts for myself, but no complaints about Mdm Sim at all, she loves us anyway :D


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We have a vertically challenged but interesting and egoistic HISTORY teacher that'll be taking us for four lessons till the monday two weeks later. he is absolutely hilarious. He's of my height, and while we were cheering about how wonderful it was to not have our history teacher for the day, he cleared his throat and announced "don't think you're clever, and that i'm not qualified to teach you. I am experienced, thus teaching history is so simple to me, I know the system so well. 15 years ago, i retired from my title of assistant director of MOE, and I have studied in four universities on SCHOLARSHIPS, to the great harvard, singapore, manchester and [i forgot] I am actually clever." what an ego. Baochuan, kaikai, Riane, Vivian and I were laughing throughout the lesson [along with the majority of the class].

As he went on about how PAP was formed and defined communism for us, he sidetracked and told us "35 minutes is not enough, I used to give lectures at universities and they paid me 600 dollars an hour. I talked for hours there." Occasionally, he would waggle his finger at us and go "I tell you....". Controlling of laughter would be impossible here. I am not trying to be rude, I just can't help it. He probably thinks I'm a girl who thinks I'm "clever just because I can hire any tutor and thus i don't need to learn in school. I won't learn anything like that, its not the correct attitude of learning".

He then came back to the topic about PAP, and as he talked about lee kuan yew [sounding as though he knew him very well], edmundtan raised his hand and asked, "teacher! leekuanyew your friend ah?" The answer seems to be no, since LKY was from RI and he was from ACSI. They're just the same age. Laugh out loud. Lastly, he has a vision...

"I HAVE A VISION, that China would be the most powerful country in the world. When that time comes, i'll KILL YOU if you don't speak chinese" we are so totally laughing at the "I HAVE A VISION speech", that was an enlightening lesson.

i feel he is a fine teacher, albeit too egoistic, he has what it takes to be an educator. If only he would not sidetrack so much...
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The rest of the day passed away like a gust of wind, It was no time before Choir ended. Our welcome party is to be held on Monday, while other ccas had theirs today. The Sops had sectionals in 2B and slacked off the best we could, doing the most retarded actions you've ever seen. It wasn't productive, but we still managed to go through all of the songs once or twice. Our olomouc trip would cost around 2500 bucks, don't even get me started on how nice the school was. Mrbentan totally rocks, he really rocks! Went down the hill with Riane and Godwin,





Today's none other than FRI-DAY, so riane and I are eating fries again! Coincidentally, Leongying, bella and chuinchi were there too, and they got pretty much amazed with the fact that we take two sauces of each kind. Leongying even got to taking countless pictures of them, send them to me okay! :D they're at her blog lol. Twister fries, French fries and nuggets fill us to the brim, and it makes us do stupid things as well~ for more details about the frenchfries chronicles, please refer to JANUARY 11th post [click archives]

-looks at pangsai sister kaikai- LOL. i won't be revealing contents of our message conversations ;D


I'll just end here.

17 jan
anon: HAHA ya lor
{so are you GB's friend -.- sian sial you stopped giving me clues so its difficult for me to find out, and i'm a busy woman lately, continue to give me clues while i take some time to figure.}

YiHao: CALM DOWN
{LOL okay -calms down-, the post is at its improved version now, or does it really make much of a difference ~.~}

nia
: woots! you go girl! (: thanks, btw, me better now.
{haha woots! :D you go girl too yay! :D yup you seem much better today ;D how was welcome party for dance?}

anqi
: i saw that guy today too! his artworks are lyk damn cool! (X
anqi
: omg yea yea yea i so totally agree with yr 10 pts! yaay!
{he's so cool right! 8) damn cool la please, yes OF COURSE, i bet everybody agrees, even our very cool educators :D}

18 jan
ashley
: HELLOEMMA! using e sch com now and i m logged into a weird person acc called neo yan han! :X nvm i am just too bored
{HELLO ASHLEYYYYY! lol who's that man o.O have fun, what lesson are you having OMG LOL}

Cutie
: im loving sec 4 life! haha. 3 big events so far already! (:
{that's good for you, unfortunately not for me. So what are the 3 big events? (: what pieces are you playing for cultural nite, anyway :D}

Thursday, January 17, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY POH WANZHEN! :DDDD

something nice for you to see before i continue my uhh, post hahaha.

i've found my idol today! :D joking, but i think this guy is damn cool. LOOK! he's "situated" outside the tampines mrt station. Street artist i guess. Street artists are COOOOOLLLL





i swear, this photo looks nowhere like the real piece of art. dude, its not a photo. its spray painted using ONLY newspaper, plastic container covers and wooden boards. No professional tools, just cans of spraycans.

Done in 10 minutes. its around A3 size and made me fish out 15 bucks from my wallet, but who cares. i think its cool. Its not SUPER NICE, but its cool. 8)
you'll see it hanging on my door soon, if you come to my house! :D

AND I LOVE THE WHATEVER BABY! whatever! pangsai sister and i are going to have babies in the future, hers will say "anything" and mine will say "whatever" and somebody else's would say "LAMEEE" hahaha


[beware, its a sea of red and orange and yellow o.O written in a moment of anger hahaha. let me laugh at this ten years down the road. OMG I THINK I'M GAY. but there's a reason why i'm especially overreacting. check archives if you Have time. which i don't think you have oO]

there comes a point in time when i get pissed, and here's the day where i get pissed. Well, in the morning that is, because i was back to my jumpy self when the end of school was nearing.

Needless to say, the reason why i'm pissed was because of our...Fantastic school that nurtures countless creative thinkers, learners and honorable servant-leaders. Ouch, my foot.


I've got to say, the student body is fantastic, most/some of the teachers are wonderful or fine, but there's always a few thorns that stick out. They pierce into our skin and since our bodies are not used to the foreign particles, we get irritated with it and have the strong urge to remove them. They're irritants, and we can't take it anymore. Just get those thorns out of our lives. Somebody pass me those pairs of tweezers.


Here's my third post expressing my great concern about how our school is improving. Do we see ourselves soaring to greater heights? Do I see myself creating fond memories in this school? Right now, the only fond memory i can think of, is of the entire school going against the current system. Which almost succeeded today, but in the end didn't. Hey friend, that was absolutely great anyway.

Sad to say, i don't think the centre of excellence in sports appreciates our opinions. Our voices don't matter, we're just their chess pieces. They're banging their chess pieces against the chessboard, thinking "what the hell is wrong with you? win for me, win for me!" ..and they proceed to stepping all over their chess pieces. I'm sorry, but if the chess player doesn't play it properly, there is no way he can win. There's nothing wrong with the chess pieces, Its the way the chess player thinks.

would stepping on those pieces help you win the game? no. You'll just make them fall into pieces in front of you, or they'll just hop away, far far away from your existence. And then you scream, "didn't I already try my best for the sake of them?" I'm sorry, i certainly do not think so.



1) Now tell me, would it help if ALL CAMPS FROM THE PERFORMING ARTS ARE TO BE REMOVED? tell me, if we are not bonded as a cca, as a team, would we be able to achieve what we're supposed to achieve? Camps are the key to bonding, if we don't have them, would we be able to know each other well? Would we hold the passion for our ccas this way? In what way would the removal of camps help in our studies? Does 3 days make a great difference to our results? It'll certainly make a difference in our lives, it makes a difference just knowing how ridiculous this is.


2) Did you hear, publicity and functions of the Student's council are merging? They're going to extract the most suitable candidates to form......behold, the disciplinary council. They're going to take in new members and remove some from existing councils. So now, we have RnE, Welfare, Functions/Pub and..the disciplinary council. I'm not very sure what they'll name it, probably the pride of the anglicans. Or the anglican army. However, I am not going to hold any form of grudges against the pitiful councillors joining it. They're the ones suffering more than us, so you'll still be gladly accepted in our community, no problem.


3) They're also taking away all existing funds in the RnE's bank account. For what, i'm not sure. Probably for the stadium. Which we won't even get to use. Before you say I'm being selfish, and that its for the future of the later batches, I've been told that if the sports students do not want us to use the facilities, then we shall not. Reliability of this source is not like L5 in the LORMS or anything, but i'll see it as a high possibility of it going to happen, considering the state of our school right now. However, the sports students are still eventually students and our friends, there's a really high chance they'll share it with us, so I'm not worrying about this yet.


These are all from yesterday's General meeting for the Student councillors, I bet there'll be more to it that i haven't heard from yet, since it was such a long one.


4) Concerning the hair issue, I'm still not convinced on why we should all look like freaking idiots. What's wrong with having nice hair, as long as they're not TOO fashionable, we're still fit to be called students. Its not like we'll get distracted from our studies just because we have a strand of hair sticking out, so we'll have to comb it back into place. I don't see why having sideburns would make us unacceptable anglicans. Times are changing, even nanyang has accepted girls to keep their hair long since a few years ago. With that, the majority of us students believe that they want us to look just like them, that's why. We're very convinced that's the case.


5) About class cleaniness, I personally do not feel that is very wrong. So, there's no way to say that i'm complaining just for the sake of complaining. Its not like i'll blame the school for giving us tests as the prelims are nearing, we are all reasonable. However, I think keeping our class clean is what we should like to do for our class, not what we HAVE to do just because we're afraid of the vp walking past and giving our teachers and us a hard time.

6) Its the same theory as the calendars. They say, take it as a form of donation for your school. But, DONATION means you have a CHOICE on whether you want to give money to the school. donation is sharing, donation is giving. Donation comes with a thought of kindness, it comes from your heart. Donation is not defined as "forcing students to give money". I'd rather we spend some time on funfairs, its at least much more meaningful for us.


7) That being said, I wonder why our handbook is in its pitiful state? I shall not harp about this matter anymore though, time has allowed me to accept the fact that our school is merely saving up for the stadium. I'll courteously take that as a form of "not wasting money". I'm cool with that.


8) Lastly, i feel that in order for us to respect others, we must first be respected. If your mom lost something and said to you "find my xxx! where did it go?", most likely you'll reply "i don't know, i didn't even see it anywhere please". I know we're supposed to respect the elders, but we are not slaves or servants. [at least there's still the word LEADER behind "servant"] Scolding ridiculously would certainly not gain you respect.


9) Please look to your right and click on any random link of active bloggers. Everybody's blogging about yesterday. I'm not the only one who thinks the school is being highly unreasonable. I emphasize, we are not studying in a concentration camp, we are students with a free will, to want to study for the sake of ourselves and not for the sake of the school.


10) We can manage our own time, we are old enough, and we do not need adults worrying for us, like how having camps would deplete us of our precious studying time. Since time management seems so important to the school [that i strongly agree], wouldn't it be our RESPONSIBILITY to manage our own time? If our results are to spiral down, there are other factors to our performance. Maybe the school should just encourage parents to wreck all our computers. That's their mindset. Take away everything that's distracting us through force. Not let us reflect and learn from our mistakes.





when a student is willing to type out 1310 words on her thoughts, it shows her strong resistance to the current system. When
many students are ready to express their thoughts through their own way, It shows we share the same opinion.


If a student is to be severely punished for penning down her thoughts, with no personal attacks, let her just sigh and regret about herself putting Anglican high as her choice four years ago.




I had a great laugh at macs with PANGSAI SISTER KAIYING today :D WE WERE LAUGHING TILL WE DROPPED DEADDDDD! xD


LOOK! our happy fishburger! :D


and i've influenced pangsai sister to become like riane and i LOLLLL.


Get well soon dear annia and felicia and whoever's sick,

i also think most of our teachers are good :D

lastly,



tag replies 16jan
leongying`: yay for emma!
{hahaha yay for the school manxxzxz~}

Jac: Hi Emma! How is Hamice doing? No photos of the little darling? Hehe!
{haha hello jac! hamice is doing fine! i'll take them soonnnnn! :D}

isabel: i absolutely love today's post! can put on newspaper!! :P
isabel
: i couldnt say it better myself XD
{THANKYOU :D its all facts anyway, such ridiculous stuff}

pamela
: EMMAMAMAMA! NICE POST(S) GIRL :D *WHISTLES*
{PAMEALALALALALA! hahah ty too :D *whistles back* hahaha :D}

ashley
: grrrrr my super short fringe oso cannot siighhhhs I HATE TT STUPIID BARNEY lolol nvm juz felt lyk ranting hahas!
{sighhhhhh my two stuff at the side also cannot ahhhh. LOL good, everybody's ranting xD}

GB
: lol i also cut my hair. now uber uber uber UBER UBER UBER short O.o hahas.
{LOL CUT BOTAK BEST LA :D}